Cool links!
TPP - My old pokemon site
FCFMB - Cool pokemon message board
HANA - Utada Hikaru fan site

 
Waaah!!! Allie thinks I don't care about him... why would he think that way??? if he really thinks that way then fine... I'll leave.. not that I think he'll care if I've been crying or if I leave anyway...

 
I just found that that I'm very bad a telling if something is wrong with a person... Why?? why can't I tell?? do I really care too much myself? do I really not care about others enough??? I want to help.. but they don't tell.. and I can't tell what's wrong...... *sigh..*

 
after a week of exams... did my chem test yesterday.. made a silly mistake -_- *sigh* I read the data book wrong.. waah!! *sigh* then today.. I just slack off at school AGAIN.... I played some SC today... kind of ignored allan for the whole day... feel bad about that. =\ I should really spend more time with him.. other than falling asleep or tooo concentrated in my studies/games ^^() *sigh* as soon as this month is over I should be able to spend more time with him.. I feel bad about not spending time with him... (ok.. I think I said that already..) *sigh*

 
In case any of you are wondering what I'm doing next month.. well here it is... just don't say I'm purposely ignoring anyone..

My schedule for June 2003

June 2 - Physic practice provincal exam
June 3 - Calculus final exam
June 4 - Physic practice provincal exam
June 6 - Chem practice provincal exam
June 9 - math practice provincal exam
June 10 - Physics practice provincal exam, Chem practice provincal exam
June 11 - Bio test on reproduction system
June 12 - More Physics practice provinal exam
June 13 - Bio practice provincal exam
June 17 - no school
June 18 - Chem Provincal exam 1pm
June 19 - English Provincal exam 9am
June 20 - Math Provincal exam 1pm
June 24 - Physics Provincal exam 9am
June 26 - Bio Provincal exam 9am, report card at 1pm
June 27 - Grad stuff

If I have any thing to add, I'll edit this post...
for those of you who are lucky enough to be out of school now.. enjoy your summer holiday!

 
what have I done? I made people sad again :( I don't like that.. why... me and my big mouth... if I didn't say anything.. then everything would be fine.... *sniff sniff*

 
went to see Matrix today... it's... not as good as I expected... it just has a lot of fight scenes... I guess most people will think that's cool.... but really.. lots of stuff in the movie is not really necessery...

The Neo superman thing was cool. Not to mention that flash thingy he did at the end in the real world... wow... the sex scene was not nesscery... but I guess Allie's right.... "sex sells" -_- (disturbing...)

anyway... after the movie... I went for ICE CREAM! yup! ICE CREAM.. heehee... Strawberry and cream.. heehee... ^^() the waffle cone was sweeter than the ice cream.. which is kind of bad ^^()

anyway.... AFTER ICE CREAM, I went to Lions Manor for my orientation. Spent a whole hour there nodding... and then Andy drove me home... ohhh lots of little dollies in his car...

Then here I am.. ^^ Home sweet home~

 
back from school now.. ^^ yummy cheese cakes.. heehee... but Allie's not here... he's probably busy doing something...

^^() I fell asleep in Chem class. I guess I was just a bit too tired... or I'm just simiply not interested in electrolysis cells.. (ZzzZzzz...)

oh yes... gotta cash them checks soon... maybe 2molo during lunch or something...

 
another day of work... fell asleep soon after Allie left ^^() I guess I must be tired... ummmm..... oh yes.. tutoring 2molo... and next tuesday instead of mondays... forgot to tell Allie that... maybe he'll found out here..

me.. sleepy... *falls asleep* Zzzzzz.....

 
waaah!! >.< I was late for tutoring =( and my student left.. *sniff sniff* that's baaad.. >.< better remember to phone her...

 
:( poor Allie's having a nose bleed >.< that's bad... really bad.... I hope it'll stop soon..

 
Talked to Yumi today.... weird questions she asked... umm.. I wonder why...

^^ Allie! yup yup~~ it's alll happy~ that's good....heehee

*sigh* more hw to do.. exams to worry about.. blaaah.. somehow things will work out...

 
Allie was out helping a friend.. that why he wasn't here for the whole day... I was a bit depressed when he wasn't here... but now he's back ^^ I'm all happy again! especially when I know he's feeling a lot better from yesterday ^^ Happy Allan makes me happy toooo

 
Where is Allie?? I haven't seen him for the whole day.. is he still mad at me or something???

 
Here I am... looking for stuff to do... trying to fill the emptiness feeling I have... it's not really working.. I really miss Allan... where is he??

 
waaah... Where's Allie?? I miss him.. I really do... he has been away for a looong time... where is he??

 
Yes.. I was being bad again... me went to play SC with Dan instead of spending time with Allie.. Allie doesn't like that... Allie's upset... me not want Allie to be upset... but Allie doesn't want me to do what I don't wanna do... >.< I don't know what to do... will someone tell me what I should do???

 
I had to leave Allie early today... to do my annoying math hw... I didn't wanna be near the computer... 'cause I know I will get mad from the hw... and I really don't wanna take it out on anyone... *sigh* me doing math hw is just NOT a pretty sight....